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2003-05-22T02:55:00.000-07:00

seems like i've been mia for qwite a long time..argh. just finished studying some bio for common test. so i'm kinda bored. n kinda decided to start blogging again. anyway there is nth much else to do..it's been like super hot de past few days..wonder how long more we're gonna be trapped in this heatwave. it's killing everyone, esp mi. my fan is like at full blast but i'm still sweating. wad de hell. watched bachelor last nite..it's a sad show man. esp when brooke got rejected. den she was damn nice somemore..until she was in de limo when she broke down. see alreadi oso 'pek chek'. i feel sorry for her..she shud haf won lah. helene sux. chao-

2003-05-02T07:00:00.000-07:00

today was a long day. n vv de sian. went to sch in de morning for de ri lecture..n i was forced to stay awake..since i was sitting next to nathan n we kept tokking. but de talk was not as bad as i expected it to be..cept for de q&a when dis 'guy' came up n kinda gave his own speech..until de year head had to go ask him cut it short. haha useless. after everything had geog makeup..den went for my doc appointment. de guy says it looks 'GREAT!' n i can do partial weight-bearing. guess tt's good. my sim card still hasn't been activated..those slackers. so i still can't use my 7250 properly..siann. can't wait. although i admit it's a pervert fone. haha especially after wad eudora said..totally pornified. *out to watch survivor*

2003-05-01T02:13:00.000-07:00

okayy. dis is my first time blogging since a long long time ago. i kinda gave up on blogger, until some time back when i realized that my blog could work again. so here i am, on de afternoon of labour day, in front of my comp, trying to figure out something to do. besides studying for chi mid-year. y'dae tong was like totally appalled by our attitude. she said "(translated) it's onli 10 more days to ur ct and u all dun look like u all haf de attitude." wad did she wan us to do. it was de first period of de day. n it was nma.

yea, school's been pretty alright i guess, besides de getting around in crutches part. totally sux. nvm..tmr got doctor's appointment, after de RI 'do-u-give-a-damn' LECTURE and geog. ong is chao..make us stay back when it's supposed to be time for us to slack. anyways, juz watched WrestlemaniaXIX..totally rawkz. all de matches r damn zai..for those hu missed it. dere is an encore tonight at 10 on 5. n it's nice to see tt de heatwave is finally overr..been dying in class de past few days..

2003-04-15T06:32:00.000-07:00

back in school. day two. sch is still qwite slack..i'm still trying to cope wif going around on crutches..qwite xialan. but heck..i brought it upon myself. another two months more to go..nvm. math teacher din come y'dae n todae..tink he got fever or sth..scarly sars..haha den nunnid learn math liaos..not like de class acherli cares. totally pissed de relief teacher y'dae until she go complain to nathan..den we kena screwed todae. n apparently pple r telling mi dey can't see my blog. blogger sux..keeps screwing up..not tt i realli give a damn anymore..cannot see den cannot see.

See me roam
See me climb
If you believe it now
I could make good time
See me fall
See me rise
Grant me one last look
Then a wave goodbye
Goodbye...

2003-04-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

wad de..i juz posted sth..n it din get published..n not even saved. haiz. looks like i gotta retype again. wad de. anyways..de past few days haf been rather..occupying. nope. not cm. kinda over de craze..n oso sick of my comp in slow-mo action. think it's slowly running out of gas..although given de rate de past few days..it might juz crash tmr. mayb i dl-ded too many shows..but can u blame mi? a bored man's gotta do wad a bored man's gotta do.

been watching de second season of smallville..i think de chemistry between clark n lana is realli good. i always look forward to tt in every episode..=P partly cuz she is damn chio lah. yea. i juz received a mail from Zoe Tay. sent in sth bout NKF a few days back..n she juz emailed mi to say thankew. haha..all i wanted was a free fone! oh well.

sch's reopening soon..de usual rush to finish hw is back. but i guess i'll enjoy myself tonite. i'll figure out a way tmr..

Hey now, hey now
Don't dream it's over
Hey now, hey now
When the world comes in
They come, they come
To build a wall between us
We know they won't win

2003-04-06T08:22:00.000-07:00

okayy..another one of de rare times i'm blogging now..haha. dun realli haf time to blog these few days..can't realli b bothered too. cuz i keep playing cm..hooked alreadi. when sch reopens i'm dead. but tt's in a weeks time. no hurry. waiting for my dl to b completed now..den i'll decide whether to go watch show or play cm..now got nth to do..sho might as well come blog some crap. anyway..watched de season finale of smallville today..damn nice. got alotta stuff happening. i'm not gonna say wad happened. if not where's de fun n suspense? but de ending was qwite dumb. to be continued.. btw, wad's wrong wif simon? i love simon! i think he is damn cool. he rawks. *outs*

I can't feel the way i did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

2003-04-03T05:49:00.000-08:00

hmm..i've been wanting to post stuff de past two days..but nv got around doing it. guess i forgot or sth, since i spend most of my time playing cm4 now..got it two days back. sho hopefully dis will help mi curb my boredom..although de game is a lil buggy. nvm. better den doing nth, or for de matter, doing ilearning. my ilearning kinda stalled already..left wif loads of chinese..including my long overdue hol hw. but juz can't seem to find de time to do any chinese..totally dread it.

juz watched american idol..nobody got voted out tonite. cuz de corey guy kena disqualified. n simon is damn cool. haha. tryin to dl movies now..to gimme more options in occupying myself in cAsE i get boreD. but everything is dl-ding at like slow-mo. prob hafta wait a year or two. *outta here*

"I knew it was you. It's always you."

2003-03-31T08:18:00.000-08:00

heh. heh. heh..i'm totally full of accomplishment now..haha. i acherli managed to sAvE my comp! wHooOo~ din noe i was sho skilled. *grinss* haha..but my comp is pretty screwed..installed chi star y'dae. n it juz completely failed mi. whenever i turn it on..it shuts down automatically. how helpful of it. sho junnow i decided to reinstall my windows me, n surprisingly..it worked! =P tmr can catch up on ilearning alreadi..today went to weifang's hse to do..haha..thanx man. but i kinda din do much..was playing yahoo pool..since it can't work on my comp. *cunning*

anyways..juz watched fear factor junnow..whoa. de champion's special is no joke mans..de stuff de guys hafta eat. buffalo testicles anyone? pig rectum? madagascar hissin cockroaches..haha..juz a few of dem..n de eventual winner..he totally gulped down a glass of like 6 nightcrawlers..yuch. i'll nv do it. cuz i'm hum. not many programs on today..but hey..wif fear factor gone..next week friends will b back! yay..*cheers* all time fav~

my leg's getting better..i guess..nunnid go back to tt clinic to change dressing anymore. haha..i tink de doc sick of attending to mi alreadi..n it's realli a waste of money lor. haha n i decided to change de lyrics below to de song i'm listening to rite now. makes it easier for mi..dis one is from daredevil soundtrack..nicenice. yup. back to stoning..*outs*

Within the darkness, you are the light
That shines away
In this blind justice, I can be the man
Who saves the day

2003-03-29T07:56:00.000-08:00

old boring saturday. today was another typical saturday..for someone hu can't go anywhere n is stuck at home, tt is. woke up real late..like around 1130. becoming more and more piggish. n den when i woke up i realized tt alotta pple were alreadi at my hse..cooking stuff..chatting..making alotta noise. all my aunties were busy preparing a feast for my cousin (justin). he's going back to LA to study..acherli he has alreadi left..prob on de plane now..trying his best not to kena SARS. heh. speaking of SARS..it is a totally sucky virus..hope we're able to solve de prob soon..dowan anymore deaths to occur. anyway in de end..i cun eat more den half of de feast..all i cud do was look n drool as pple attacked de crabs..finished up de gigantic prawns..n downed de mussels. poor mi. anyway dey soon left after tt..n my home's back to wad it was like 2 weeks ago. 4 lonely pple. or mayb i'm de onli one feeling lonely.

din realli do ilearning for de whole day..partly cuz i woke up late..partly cuz pple were here slacking wif mi..partly cuz i was online doing nothing..n partly cuz i juz dun wanna. cuz i'm a total slacker. if u haven found out by now. juz finished up on integration..n den de new bio stuffs. spent most of de day uploading fotos from hawaii..even though dey're abit de overdue. heck. hu cares. haha n i tried out de osamagotchi thingy..where he is like ur pet..n ur supposed to torture him n kill him or sth. totally lamed. dey shud let him die. he doesn't seem to b able to die. oh well. mayb he IS superman after all..den after another disappointing dinner (no mussels..no prawns..no chicken), went to watch tv. surprisingly dere were qwite a few programs tt caught my eye. i ended up flipping between de s-league match between u-23 n sinchi, some pool match which was boring, pheonix suns vs. detroit pistons, n six nations france vs. wales.

juz finished dl-ding all de geog ppts. can't realli b bothered to read thru dem..nor read thru population distribution..n besides, now got scotland vs. italy..n euro2004 qualifiers..prob go watch or sth..if mum doesn't shoo mi off to sleep as usual. hah. dunno wad song i shud put today..vv inclined to putting a song from meteora..but i guess i shud vary stuff..sho i guess i'll go wif dis song..ruben studdard might ring a bell~ i tink he's real cool..even got his own sch holiday..haha..if onli we had sth like a..SR Nathan Day or sth..tinks i'm gettin lame. heh. mayb i'm tired. *outs*

[Sweet home Alabama]
Where the skies are so blue
[Sweet Home Alabama]
Lord, I'm coming home to you

2003-03-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

eh..vv long nv post stuff here liaos..kinda forgot bout my blog..haha..or mayb juz cuz i'm too lazy to do anythin to it. even though de days haf been pretty borin..wif another week at home..more hw..hm still say wad we mIgHT b addin more stuff to sUpPoRT ur ilearnin..pls lah. does integration seem like it has anythin to do wif loci? fossil fuels n sulphur? sigh. teachers..

heh. but these few days got lotsa lame games to play..haha..all de stupid bored games to kill time..n now i'm like figurin out stuff on dis new msn program..make all de farney sounds..haha..qwite cool acherli.

[I've become so numb]
I can't feel you there
[Become so tired]
So much more aware
[I'm becoming this]
All I want to do
[Is be more like me]
And be less like you

2003-03-23T06:36:00.000-08:00

okayy..itz been some time since i've been aChErL| writin stuff..been crappin de rest of de time..cuz i din noe wad to say..stuff juz happenin.

anyway. borin day as usual..went to doc..den came home to sleep. good news at de doc though..he said no more bleedin..n de redness is gone..sho shud b qwite ok. although still abit swollen.

tmr got chalet..at last. chance for mi to get outta de house..i realli cannot tahan liaos. need some fresh air. all dis stonin n ilearnin is killin mi. yup. n to de some pple out dere..if u dunno wad words mean, keep ur comments to urself. we dunnid extras in dis world. yea. n for ur info, look at urself b4 u tok. u r sofa king crapped up. n see how i use de word.

Thanks for nothing
[I've heard this all before]
Thanks for nothing
[Reality's a bore]
Thanks for nothing
[I'll never be the same]
Thanks for nothing
[And nothing's gonna change]

2003-03-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

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2003-03-20T07:37:00.000-08:00

argh. i'm done wif ilearnin for today. sux..i'm totally screwed liaos..dunno anythin..hope tmr's gonna b a better day..

haiz dis is gettin more n more screwed lah..went to doc junnow to change dressin..he said mayb de wound got infection..sigh. hope nth's wrong..

Girls don't like boys girls like cars and money
Boys will laugh at girls when they're not funny
And these girls like these boys like these boys like these girls
The girls with the bodies like boys with Ferraris

2003-03-19T19:28:00.000-08:00

okayy..i kinda juz saw all de hol hw tt i got..itz abit de alot..i tink i'm gonna die doin it..esp hcl..4 du hou gans..1 zuowen..n revision of sec3 n sec4 words n zaojus..cmi lah..n de rest leh..i haf no clue wad dey're tokkin abt..esp approximation..haha..i'm seriously screwed. de easiest one is history..onli got one class discussion to do..easy peasy..but de rest. haiz.

2003-03-18T03:22:00.000-08:00

alritey~ at last my blogger is up n workin again..finally can post n edit again..yay! *cheers*

went to de doc today..wah change dressin abit de ex lor..20bucks one time..haiz..broke liaos lah..n i landed on my injured foot on de way home..how smart. hope nth is aggravated lahs..if not den die liaos..hmm..studied abit of chi today! *sense of achievement* vv proud of myself.. *grinz* den played cm4..took leeds today..haha..no money one..but nobbad lah..got mcmaster n milner..powerful seh. waitin for dinner now..tinks i shall go burn a cd to keep myself occupied at nite. but oso cuz "bring me to life" and "somewhere i belong" r too nice too juz leave in de playlist..de daredevil songs r damn cool~

n lastly..a vv b|g Big haPp| b|rTHdaYy to deb..yAy! ur finally 16..haha..poor gurl..at camp now..cannot celebrate..nvms. haf fun dere!

2003-03-15T06:34:00.000-08:00

today is nth diff..totally stoned at home again. haiz. but wad to do? hu ask mi 'gey kiang?' (courtesy of mum) muz go break ankle..guess dis is de price to pay lor..but nvm..i'll look on de bright side of life! spent de day watchin bball..lakers vs wolves..kg is a shen~ den de hudson oso damn power..but in de end de lakers still won lah..
den after tt watch shark attack 2..stupid show..waste time onli..like sOmEonE said.."yuchypoo!" anyways..juz dl-ded de CORRECT "somewhere i belong"..it totally rocks..to tink i blindly listened to de WRONG one for like 1mth..how dumb.

oh. n i almost broke my ankle again junnow..haha..damn farney..i kinda fell off de stairs..but luckily wif my proskillness landed on my good foot! *grins* but shudda seen de look on my mum's face..haha..she totally freaked out! oops. siannzZz..

2003-03-14T05:00:00.000-08:00

i dunno wad to say lah..mayb sth like..de past few days were de worst i ever had? been in hospital since tues night..broke my ankle in tt darn jurong match..last match of season..muz go break sth..if not life too sianded..haiz..den go for surgery y'dae lor..not as bad as i feared lah..n de docs n nurses all damn nice..sho de stay was qwite ok lah..den still got pple come visit mi..den tok cock..sho i'm home today lor..on crutches..not gonna say much..cuz i oso dunno wad to say..got mental block i tink..yup. juz a big thankew to everyone hu was dere for mi..u pple r de best!

2003-03-10T19:12:00.000-08:00

alrite..din go sch today..stayed home..ttz whie i'm here writin dis..haha..i'm much better today..but juz too bored..everyone's in sch..nobody to pei wo..sigh. i'll prob go study abit later after i'm done wif touchin up dis place..den go sch in de afternoon for de match..haha..i'm a total slacker. but wad to do..ttz mi. yup. hope itz a good day today..

2003-03-10T07:14:00.000-08:00

wah kao..spend sho much time to do dis crap..now i'm dead tired..plus i'm sick. but nvm..doc gave mi mc..sho tmr nunnid go sch..*evil grin* yup..i'll prob go wash up n take medicine soon..den go sleep..my bros..all de best for tmr..we'll show dem not to mess wif us. it's OUR TIME out dere.

2003-03-10T04:05:00.000-08:00

okayy..finally done wif it..haha..my very own! =p
today was qwite chao..i got sicker den y'dae..den go sch muz tahan de assembly..which ended off on a erm..not-so-good note. haha..oh..n pravin fainted..haha..tt was pretty chao..sho it seems even de strongest pple take a fall or two once in awhile..yea but he abit poor thing lah..dyin de whole day..de 2 of us n shaowei ended up sleepin past last lesson..matthews din even give a damn..
yea..n to de ruggers..hang in dere yea? tmr last game liaos..juz hope we end off our season wif a bang..n juz heck all those pple out dere hu tink we suck lah..as long as we noe we dun..hu cares wad others tink rite?